It's a hard thing, living like this. Not knowing, hoping, etc. All we can do is work on ourselves, read and learn, and DB to the best of our ability. I'm hopeful, and I'm committed to my wife and our marriage no matter what. It's a damn shame that I had my head so far up my a** for so long, when I had a great wife who truly loved me.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.