The adventure continues--part 2

[AFWAW]

Not sure how I changed views when I replyed last time. Any ideas how to get it back the way it was?

I feel like I did when this first started(other than the blubbering). I've got that helpless feeling and have been trying the fast forward technique to get past it. Very difficult to process all that has happened and apply myself accordingly. I woke up at 4 am this weekend both Sat and Sun. Ugh--this is going to be a long day.