Well, this weekend was a little rough. Easter was bad, I called a lot, talked to the kids a lot and to my W. We always made a big deal out of every holiday, big dinners etc. Yesterday was the first time in 10 years that i spent a holiday alone, even if it was just easter. Talking to the kids on the phone was hard, i wanted to see them, i wanted to see my W too. I think i backslid though.

Still hanging in there though. Have a great day folks


Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.