wanted to post an update....... H and I had a long chat two days ago. He is very hurt by the protection order and says that be can't trust me ever again, says that any word from me about care a d residual love is hollow. It saddens me to think that we have got to this point. It was a hard decision to make but I needed to do it for my protection. He is living with ow but us intending to move back home a few days a week for d sake. He says that we have different agendas for our lives and this he thebest thing especially for our daughter. I disagree. He does not love me any more and this is hard. Was put back into hospital yesterday in pain. Not sure how long I will be in. Am trying hard to lrt but he seems completely remote from me and determined to love his new life. Friends family and our d are all there, but I needed to be gotten rid of. Please, any feedback would be so appreciated, thanks
