Today was a wonderful day, in the morning my family (STBX and the kids) joined me at my church to watch me perform with the choir. Afterwards we all went out for lunch at a Japanese noodle place my STBX wanted to share with us and then we headed over to my parents for an Easter dinner. It's funny because I'm still so proud to introduce her to people, I shouldn't feel that way but I always felt like the luckiest guy in the world when I had the opportunity to introduce her to others! My choir friends were saying I should keep praying that we'll get back together but I don't do that. I can't imagine wanting back what I had with her and I guess to pray that she'll change and...well, it just seems too much to ask! Maybe I just don't want to risk myself emotionally anymore, I've suffered enough. I just trust that God will work in my life in whatever way is best, I just don't pray for her to be back in my life in that way. Besides He'll do what needs to be done whether I pray for it or not! Anyway, we're getting along much better the way things are, I can live with that. Happy Easter Dbers!
