Happy Easter! Even though I didn't hear from H, and seems it will be a long while before I do, I focused on the kids and being with my family. Sometimes, and usually mid-afternoon, I let negative thoughts creep in... like what H's doing and why he doesn't contact me or the kids and what that means... Wonder if he's "in love"..? Futurizing, I know... and I can't do anything about those factors.
But mostly, I'm doing a pretty good job keeping my focus on what I can control - that's me, and me alone. Spending time with family today was nice, and I made some banana bread and spaghetti sauce. I'd love to have a B&B someday so I like to try different bread recipes, etc.
Didn't run this weekend, so will try to do that tmrw. Always helps my PMA. Wishing for a good week, and praying for patience!
