The adventure continues--part 2

[AFWAW]

I hear you guys. It is soooo hard to detach and what she's doing is very, very cruel if she doesn't follow through. We are supposed to go out for lunch Tuesday. I have done my best to have a PMA around her. I have a feeling she is waiting to see if I get promoted or not. I think, unfortunately that will drive her decision. We'll see. All I know is that if she goes through with the divorce, I will never want to see her again and will take the necessary steps so I don't have to for the most part. Ugh, damn rollercoaster is making me sick!