dont beat yourself up over that my friend, you did the right thing for you, beacuse this is about you after all, and dont worry about them not giving you support beacuse the true supporters will stand by you know matter what, your allowed to break down when you feel low, you just be the person you are, i know your a top guy i can tell, i feel your love, you just concentrate on YOU, your thee important one,
good luck my friend and just be the best personyou can be on that paticular day, take care and look after yourself
