Hmmm I sense not neediness, but no drama. All a bit too clear cut to pick up the peices and sail off into the sunset for a life of unadulterated bliss,when she could still hang around for a depressive self centered weak,rude and disinterested x who can't make a decision if his life depended on it. So one guy all cards on the table, in love and available on the other hand an unavailable (a technicality)because he doesn't want to be with current g/f but hasn't ended it yet and hasn't made himself available or offered any future together with or without the sailing off into the sunset for afore mentioned life of bliss. Hmmmmm hard choce.
Ok Ali, just tongue in cheek poetic license, I will await your second report so we get the full picture.
Did you feel that maybe you didn't fit into Picean's world,that the girl he loved was no longer you. What stopped you jumping his bones-loyalty to x, btw did you talk about x to him?
What a day this will have been when it's over,that's for sure. Maybe you wanted to hedge your bets and see what x brought to the table before you decided. Maybe in reality the magic wasn't really there for you this time around. Maybe you will decide neither is a good fit??? Gosh I am Ali-ing. Hope you go to bed with a smile on your face whatever. (((())))