Nice to have you pop round again !! Don't know what is happening today.... I'm starting to feel my spirits fall...I'm melancholic and feel so sad that H wasn't here for yet another important time of the year...
I spent the day with my family, my parents, my sister, her husband and kids and my brother with his girlfriend...I was with the kids and didn't feel too alone, until I drove back home, made the kids spaghetti for dinner and sat at the table...with what is left of our family. Tomorrow, H has the kids and spends it with his parents, girlfriend, brother, parent's friends and parent's friends kids....once again, I am no longer a part of that. Not because of his parents...because they have invited me to come and spend the night on Tuesday with the kids, and we'll celebrate Easter all over again...but because H replaced me. Well, maybe becuase he has a new love in his life, so me, the old love is no longer part of the picture....
I found out today that for Christmas H gave ow's parents a big poster frame of all their grandchildren, INCLUDING H and my kids on there....
Oh well, life goes on, doesn't it....
Sorry, guys...just a tough day.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
Don't know what is happening today.... I'm starting to feel my spirits fall...I'm melancholic and feel so sad that H wasn't here for yet another important time of the year...
