It's Complicated! Part 5

[glamgirl]

Ok trying not to have expectations. I am NOT sure how to do that, especially when h says he will be over at 10:30am and he is now an hour late.

Wonder if he will show at all. It just floors me that he can't honor his time committment. I am beginning to wonder if it's just me he doesn't honor his time with or others as well. Wondering how he feels when he doesn't honor his time and WHY he can't do something about himself to be better. Is it he just doesn't care what time he shows and he doesn't care what others think of him? I get so confused over the lack of respect.

Kids got up early and the Easter Bunny had arrived. They hunted for eggs and then enjoyed their baskets. I took pics so h could enjoy later, but it's the whole family life that h is really missing out on. I really don't get it.

H said last night before he left, that I was good at the whole holiday thing like his mom was and that is probably WHY he M me. Hmmmmm was that the only thing?

Don't know what to expect today! Oh yeah almost forgot, I am NOT to have any expectations.