he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

i havent posted since wednesday. after our discussion wednesday, as posted above, H surprised me and came home. he has been home since then and i guess i can say we are piecing. its hard.

let me not forget to say that the ow texted and called the first night he was back (i called my wireless company and had her number blocked, then she texted from her friends number and i blocked that one too)...

he spent passover with us and our large family for the first time in 3 years, has slept in bed and been intimate a couple of the nights, but when he gets quiet, i get nervous. like the last 2 nights, he slept in bed but far away from me.

how do i handle piecing? i dont want to let my guard down yet, but it is so hard not to.