well i guess all the positives and all the little things I held close to my heart ment nothing. every word out of his mouth a lie. he told me tonight that nothing has changed for him and that he wants a divorce. one of the most hurtful things i have ever heard someone say. i never thought we would be here. the pain is so awful. i am so upset and he is on the couch sleeping like a baby. how do you overcome the pain and pick yourself back up? i don't know how to begin? i need to make changes for myself but how do you make yourself get up in the morning when you just feel like the world around you is closing in and everything you once knew is gone forever.
