Hey friend, listen, where I'm from we tell it like it is so here goes - STOP CALLING YOUR H! PLEASE! You are not doing yourself any good. He is not hearing you. You should not have called him when you saw his car. Let him contact you.

And he could tell you all day long he is not going to file, but he will when he wants and there isnt anything you could do about it.

Have you seen a lawyer just to get info and start getting prepared? You really should.

I know you and I struggle so with depression and anxiety. I am glad you are on meds just monitor and make sure they are helping and see doc to adjust the dose if you need to.

I am sorry you hate your job. I am still looking for a full time one - not much luck. Are you still going to go and take a class? I think you should.

Listen, are you dating because everyone is telling you you should or because YOU want to? It should be what you want. You could still move forward without dating S. Just do things you like, keep exercising, fix up your home. Just dont dwell on h.

Really S, please stop calling him. Stop talking about him to your children and your MIL or anyone else. It is only hurting you.

Try to enjoy your beautiful GD. Hang in there, friend. Happy Easter.

Last edited by beginnersmind; 04/12/09 01:56 AM.