It definitely is CRAP! :-) Our friend said he never knew my H cheated and was very shocked when I told him. He said he knew the OW wanted to move but didn't think she had. My H confirmed today that she didn't.... or so he says now. Our friend actually asked last night if H could be making all this up to push me away. BINGO! I wondered if he was lying b/c there were a lot of holes in his story that didn't match up. So H is not a cheater... just a big fat liar :-).

Yeah, he said it made me feel better to hear he cheated on me and that's what I wanted to hear. I am not sure what world he is living in right now. I was so thrilled I was nauseous all week long and was hysterically crying a lot of the week??

Like you said J, bottom line is H is in no shape to be a H right now. I think he jumped in to a M too fast and wasn't ready. I'm definitely not excusing it but that's the reality. I still think it's CRAP. It's like buying a hot new car and not being able to make the payments.

He throws darts at my beliefs b/c he was strong in his faith at one point and is far away from it now. I think it pisses him off faith is a big part of my life (like it used to be for him). Probably hits a little too close to home.....

I despise drama!! The good part of this week is after church tomorrow I am going up to Canada to ski for 3 days! It's supposed to be gorgeous weather too. It will be a nice vacation from all this mess.

It's definitely time to go dark and just leave my H the heck alone.....


Last edited by FitChik; 04/12/09 12:09 AM.
Me:28, first M
H: 33, second M
Married: 08/08
Bomb: 10/08
H filed D and deployed: 12/08
Served: 04/09
I deploy: 07/09
Hearing date: 08/09