Thanks M.. well the Piscean texted me a few times this evening, VERY keen to see me tommorow.. said in one he was off to cook himself a curry.. at which point I told BFF I wanted to marry him, lol !

Ex wants to see me tommorow, probably late afternoon/early evening I would guess, as he will be hungover in the morning and then has to drive back from Wales..but anyway, I had already agreed with the Piscean I would go to his house tommorow by lunchtime and we are taking it from there.

So guys.. I have a date!! Eek.. feeling odd about all this, it isnt 'neat' - its not done with my ex, he still matters to me and I have been trying to win him back...so its messy and I do feel bad about it, as I wont tell him where I have been (IF I do see him tommorow).. but I will be honest with the Piscean, although my Mum thinks I shouldnt be TOO honest, dont want to scare him off! But my life feels VERY strange right now !!

I havent had a date since August 1996. Thats a LONG time ! Its not really like a date though and I wont worry about how I look, I can just be myself (but I am going to dress up and look nice!).. this is someone I have known and held a special place in my heart for the best part of 20 years. Exciting hey!

I'm off to bed early... I have 2 dates with the 2 loves of my life tommorow!! I need my beauty sleep ;\)...I just hope this fake tan doesnt get any darker overnight, I already look like I havent washed for a week!