WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 7

[confusedinpa]

Got home with the boys from soccer. She was out buying more stuff for her apartment. I did call to see if she was going join us for lunch. She said no but should be home to make dinner (she's making meatloaf, my favorite).

It still hurts seeing things go every day. I do not like the situation nor am I happy about it.

Since this entire thing started I've had a "hollow" feeling in my chest/gut. Guess this is what a broken heart feels like.

I've gotten short with my youngest as he is like my wife. When he is frustrated or hurt, he walks away crying/in tears. I've talked to him a few times about not walking away, but expressing what is hurting him. I just don't want him to make the same mistakes my wife and I had made. I had to choke back my tears as I talked to him

I did have fun with my youngest building a wooden dump truck before lunch

The 3 of us went and grabbed lunch

While my youngest was napping,I'm showing my oldest how to build with the erector set we got him for his Bday

I will be happy with my boys. I will be happy with me. I will miss my wife when she does actually leave

I will be strong. I will survive and thrive.

I hope everyone enjoys their easter