Going to be a long drive....

W is acting strange again. Had 'something else' to do besides going out to eat with D and I tonight as a kind of goodbye dinner. I figure she went on a date or over to one of her parasite friends homes ( all her friends are vampires....they are empty, needy people to whom my empty, needy wife plays Mother Theresa to.)

What a loser....

I still cannot reconcile how much faith I had in her to be a woman of integrity, and how far in reality she seems to be from that.

In retrospect, I think she has had one foot out of the door for about 4 years...


Me 47, W 32,D 6,
Met 11 yrs. ago, M 7
Bomb 4/08/08, Sep. 8/10/08, Div. 8/10/09