Have just woken up.......things are always the worst when I wake up.I think of my H waking up next to OW. I have been reading up on LRT and have been actively following being in the dark; no contact except for necessary arrangements re our D etc. He seems more than happy to not speak to me and more than happy to not be missing me.Is living his life with OW. I have stronger days but this one is hard Has the last 10 years meant nothing? Is his love for me dead, as he so readily says? His actions are saying loud and clear I have moved on....... Would really appreciate some help and guidance..please
