Hiya John. Congrats on finding someone with which to spend some enjoyment.
Yeah, I can relate to the sense of wanting to shout "Why couldn't you have made up your mind a year ago?" When I think of how much money I spent on MC and she'd already checked out. I can get a little angry.
These days, the real feelings come when I'm at school functions. It hurts a lot to see all the couples there that at least look happy. When the loneliness is upon me, I can get mightily angry. I think it would be easier if she weren't involved again already.
Anyway, I guess what I'm saying is that you seem to me to be handling things with an amazing aplomb.