It's been a tough 24 hours. I am feeling worn out.
I received some sobering info yesterday about my upcoming deployment and it's not pretty! It's going to be a very rough year. My mind is turning right now. I have a lot of fears and uneasiness about it. I know God will equip me with the skills I need but He's given me a big plate. So I was already upset this morning.....
Then I saw on the news there was another major attack at the city my H is at with 5 US casualties. Even if my H is ok, it's hard having a loved one in the area that's impacted and to know it's having an impact on him. And there is absolutely nothing I can do.... It is very difficult and makes me upsest.
And I am frustrated there is so much chaos going on in my life that I am having a hard time focusing on the real purpose behind today - Good Friday. Just one of those days....
Me:28, first M H: 33, second M Married: 08/08 Bomb: 10/08 H filed D and deployed: 12/08 Served: 04/09 I deploy: 07/09 Hearing date: 08/09
