working today and things kept coming back to me throughout the day, 2 wks ago my wife asked for a ride home from work and i said yes, doh, that was before my new mindset and yes i know that was a stupid mistake but im learning, anyway we rode home and the conversation was all about her everything, then i switched it to me, i spoke about the things i was doing the stuff i had planned and of course the gym, i could see it in her eyes she was well pissed, i took her to her mothers house were we sat for about an hour chatting she was crying and saying stuff like you will have a circle of friends now and forget about me, i reassured her i wont, doh. in a few months you wont want to speak to me, i reassured her i will, doh. she then said i dont think we should be friends, i pleaded to be her friend, doh. lots of other stuff to and i always reassured her, yes i know it was a mistake i shouldn't of done it but i did, but im aware of it now and thats the difference, you see she was searching for it and she felt i was slipping away i gave her the bait and she reeled me in like a wet fish, so you see the pattern?
i come along way in the last week and its thanks to you guys, but there is one guy i want to thank the most and thats ROB, cheers my friend you are making me the person i should be
