And, for me to be blunt, I don't need to be "fixed" I'm not broken. I did check on the al-anon meetings here in town and guess where they are held? In the psycho hospital which I have no intentions of stepping a foot in. Look, I have life trouble. Not over the top trouble. I know you mean well and maybe I do need to work on myself, but guess what? People are victims at one point or another in their life. There isn't anything crazy about that!
Okay, I came back to the board to vent, catch up, and to journal. I don't need for someone to sit in judgment and tell me not to feel sorry for myself. Why the hell not? I've been through a lot. And, I'be been through a year of IC. I'm done with it. I've spent hundreds of dollars and guess what I got for my money, let's see..... oh yeah, nothing.
Okay so I have issues, who doesn't? I'll get over mine, always have and I suspect I always will. One day at a time......
