Forward is my only option. I will live in the moment and one day at a time. After some reflection, I see way too many signs of a crisis to just move on completely.
I have no idea what the future holds, all I know is forward without fear is the only way. Anything is possible, but it is pointless to dwell upon. Whatever happens....happens. It will be for the good.
No one does. I try not to even think of the future, I live for today. If I make it thru the day from the time I get up to the time I put my head on the pillow at night, I am doing good.
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Whatever happens....happens. It will be for the good.
I'm good. S spent the night with a friend after his soccer game, so we have to go get him here in a little big. Got to clean house, get the stuff ready for Easter. Need some coffee.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
As I told Jack on another thread, my favorite Alaska town name is Eggegik. FIB
Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11) Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10 Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;
Hey T, how are you doing? You have a great attitude. I am sure you have your moments of sadness and wonder how the heck you got to where you are, but, this journey we are all on is a wondrous thing.
You have grown so much. You are a great guy with a lot of heart. I wish happy things for you.
I'm doing good. It's been a hetic week but it's almost over with. I still do have brief moments of sadness at times. I just allow myself to feel it, and it passes.
My daughter has had an upset stomach last night and all day to today. I called Miss G to let her know because she is supposed to have the kids for easter. I told her and the first words out of her mouth were. "well I'm not taking her." I said what do you mean it is your day? "Yeah but I'm not taking her if she is sick, I'll just take S. (um...yeah I'm sure D will feel good about that one). She said I'll call you in the morning.
Whatever.....Sick or not I'd like D with me, but it is her day and she needs to be a mom.
Another funny thing happened. While out getting groceries I am about 90% sure I passed OM driving my wife's car. I told her, hey I think I passed your car a little bit ago. She didn't really say anything. I was really upbeat and was careful not to sound sarcastic. I never mentioned who was driving it. She never asked either. I just said yeah I passed it going down West ave. She then started to get a little angry. She told me she was at her place and her car was there. (yeah now) I didn't say that btw.
It really doesn't bother me that much. This dude is a loser. Her family would probably crap if they saw him.
I'll borrow a good line from D money.
It's just another thing to check off the long "this will make me happy list."
