Saw the wife this morning at the gym. VERY pleasant to me, very pleasant. She told me I looked and smelled good. She asked me if I had been asked out yet? Nope, you? She said she had. I said by whom? She said some fat Peuto Rican? She said she declined of course. I did not react either way. She leaned in for a kiss and said she missed me. Now, I pursued a bit after this. We went out to her car and talked for a few minutes. She told me a little about work, blah, blah, blah. Then I asked her if she was still considering moving back home. She said she was conflicted. She likes having her space and not having to pick up if she doesn't want to and if she makes a mess, it's hers and no one bitches at her, etc. I told her that stuff wasn't that important to me anymore--keeping the house spotless, etc and my priorities had shifted. She said she didn't think I had changed and I said well you haven't really lived with me for almost a year now. She said yeah, that's true but it's not just about you. She asked if she could bring anything tonight for our movie night. I offered to cook dinner and she accepted. So, my goal tonight is to put on my best 180 and not focus on the stupid stuff I focused on before and just try to have a nice relaxing evening. She leaned in for another kiss before I got out of the car and said she missed me. I AM NOT going to get my hopes way up again as it still seems like she is way conflicted and confused. I will be hoping and praying today that tonight goes well and that she comes to her senses before it is too late.
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!