I have wanted for a long time to slap ow in the face or at least to call her and say.."so do you feel like a chump now?" but never did because of the way I was led to believe things were ended with them...h still "in love" with her but needing to go back to his family...
wanted to shove her letters (the ones I found that h supposedly put in a dumpster afterward) in her face and ridicule her for writing such childish things...
well now I know I don't have to do any of that...
I asked h if she was "bitchy" when he decided to come home...yup! she was
h in telling me that she's just a customer..someone he takes money from..he's not thrilled with the constant reminder of his mistake in keeping her a customer and the pathetic way he must now deal with that house (leaving a message when he needs to be there so that she can leave and never going there alone) he told me..you can look at my cell bill, etc even the stuff that you found it's all gone...
get this one..I wish I could have seen the look on her face or her h's face...
h put all her letters and pics and the foolish heart charm that she gave him in a bag with no note no words..in her mailbox.
hee hee hee....
awww poor baby!!
oh well...
LL's gonna be ok...our r still needs some work...
I'm trying to believe h when he tells me their r just never got to the physical point...and perhaps with time I will believe him...or perhaps I will learn that I'm right not to believe him..either way..
h came home because he loves his wife and kids!
even if I were to leave h, decide I've had enough...h doesn't want to be with anyone else.
