anyone ever seen tim burtons "the nightmare before christmas"
when jack aka the pumkin king...goes to christmas town..he sings a song...the repeated words are "what's this" there's bla bla bla bla bla...what's this..there's bla bla bla bla bla...
that's how I feel when h starts giving...what's this..he's calling me...what's this...he's giving me a hug...what's this...he's asking me to go out...what's this..he's making plans for dinner for tommorow night? what's this...he's thinking of me...what's this????
what is this???
I hate the fact that this always seems to come about with me getting so fed up that I just give up and retreat to doing my own thing...reside to having a roomate with no interest...
I wonder how many times we can go through this cycle before that alien mind of a waw takes over me...
I wonder how to get the cycle to stop...
I wonder how to show h that if he gives a little he'll get a lot...
