Just wanted to give an update. I am doing so...well emotionally.
I decided that this is his decision and I no longer want to waste my life waiting for someone who may never come around.
Maybe the OW..with all her not worthy traits are his dream. Good for him! I want more out of life..dont want to question whether someone loves me or not. I have let go.
I will always love my husband.. he was my first love and the father of my children. But, why is it fair for him to do this and me wait around in case he ever comes around. NOT!
I have a huge support team with our friends, my family and friends from work. Men especially telling me I am worth more.. that I am confident I will survive this and be ok...
Plus, it disgusts me with all the back and forth... if he loves her..great..
When I am ready to go out and date..I will never look for anyone close to the qualities my hubby has.. he is selfish in his own way, a smoker and doesnt have the drive that I do. Those are the things when we did fight that it would be over... me..wanting to work around the house and his smoking.
So... all week I have been doing well..GAL!
Yea me. Just need to finish the paperwork and get to the attorney. Ick!
