first off let me just say that I don't like the new set up around here!
I've been doing my own thing and trying to keep busy...h still chooses to watch sports every night and fall asleep on the couch..I choose to leave him there.
h has asked me to get a sitter for sat and we can go out again...why don't I really care???
I'm discovering that with all the muck and all the differing attitudes I receive from h...his one day taking full responsibility for things and then another blaming me for his crap...that I'm having a hard time forgiving him.
so let's see...
I am having a hard time forgiving h...(mind you it would also help to know exactly wtf I'm forgiving him for..a little more honesty on his part would be nice)
I'm having a hard time trusting h.
due to the two above..I'm questioning my love for him.
