Well, I guess it was about his actions, but now it's about both. I must be really really stupid. He did tell me that I was pretty naive, and not very smart, and now I believe him. I must be an idiot or else extremely gullible. I trusted him 100 percent. Now I feel like the fool he played me for. I know people say he probably loved me in the beginning, and he even said to me today, that he doesn't hate me. But he has not agreed to see me in a year.

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