I haven't heard a peep from H since the phone calls on Monday. He still hasn't picked up his mail that I've left on my porch nor has he moved the work truck from in front of my house. I started to text him and remind him. But, I decided not to. I don't care really. I did read the notice about the boat. It's a bill for sales tax. They are charging interest everyday after April 1st. I thought, I should text him and let him know. Then, I decided not to. His business is not mine anymore.
It's freeing. The most interesting thing about this week is that I thought I was in a good place emotionally last week...then this week happened and I realized that I wasn't nearly as well off last week as I thought. Now, I'm better off. That means that every step forward in my process will move me even closer to a better place!
So, I'm praying for H. I hope that he can find his way back to a good life. I hope he can be a good father for my boys. But, I'm beyond hoping that he can be a good husband for me. And, I'm okay with that!!
Love you guys much!!! Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!
