W has promised to "take care of me" tonight. This is a first I think. I have been anticipating it greatly. Now I am waiting to see if she remembers, and what exactly it entails.

For some reason I feel like I am going to be disappointed. I guess my job is to let go of the hope in case nothing happens? Is it bad to look forward to something like this, and then be disappointed when it doesnt happen?

Spellfire aka Mike

"Women do not like controlling men. They respect and are attracted to men who control themselves. They ultimately are repelled by men who allow themselves to be controlled." -S&A