The look of confusion on her face was astounding. Why? Because my son was told to say that, to erk me, to get me to snap, to feed her the energy she so needs to validate what she's doing as I have not allowed her to do when she regresses to blaming me solely for the failure of our M. I don't give her that satisfaction anymore as I personally don't care to nor have to, I have accepted what I've done and understand why she would leave me and forgive her for it. Now, throwing the kids in the mix to try and rekindle my anger is a dirty low down business, but guess what? So it is as divorce and that;s what the attorneys are for.
Oh, I guess the point I was trying to get to here was that the look on her face was because i didn't blow up as she had expected as I would have before. Thus, I've demonstrated my change. But most importantnly not only do I feel good that I've changed, but the look on her face screamed "what the hell is going on with him, this wasn't what I expected?"
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
