I know that I have general trust issues with the world but I did for whatever reason trust h at one time...but then again maybe I never did fully trust him...and now that I have reason not to trust him or rather that he's proven himself to be untrustworthy...I'm at a loss.
Do I just trust him blindy and not protect myself? Do I trust him but keep an eye out?
I just don't know HOW to trust h even when he's under the same roof with me or in the same room. It's not so much a matter of where he goes and what he does now (though that stuff creeps in too) it's him in general...now he's joined the rest of the world in being untrustable and there to just take advantage of me if I'm foolish enough to allow it.