Journaling: H coming tomorrow to spend the days with kids. I have to remind myself what my IC said, 'Kill him with kindness.', 'Smile, act friendly'. I have to follow his advice to a 'T' if I was to stand a chance at all.
But for the past week, I have had pretty negative thoughts about possibility of future reconciliation. I just, at the moment, don't believe it's going to happen. But I have to give this one last try before I give up. Must do this.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
