it's all a defense in some way or another isn't it?
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LL -- Is it that you really don't trust h? (Like, you honestly think for a second that h would lie about this kind of thing...) or is it that your brain is on autopilot questioning everything he says? Just out of habit or fear...like "he could be lying about this".
it's not so much I think that h would lie about such a thing, it's more that I now belive he COULD lie about such a thing..not that the child died any one who would make up such a lie is just twisted, but more that he would use going to the wake as a cover to go anywhere and not tell me..and not especially anything to do with ow or any w.
I want to trust him...but when I did trust him after first finding out about ow...I was a fool..he lied to my face over and over again...so I don't know that I can or should trust him now.
