what it all boils down to is I don't trust h...at all..every thing he tells me I question in my mind.. ie..this morning he called to say hello and see how we all were doing and to pass on the very sad news that one of his football going friends lost a young child to drowning...he was letting me know so that if he tells me he's going to a wake I'll know who. sick person that I am a part of me says oh ya sure you're going to a wake and another part of me thinks what a horrible person I must be to think that he would lie about such a thing.
I don't know how to get the trust back, I just don't. Some would say I shouldn't trust him..but if I don't trust him then what the heck is this all supposed to be??
