Well, my good days were bound to come to an end I suppose.

Went to BF and her H's house today. He works with my H. Everyone at the shop feels like something's going on with the OW and H. Making everyone uncomfortable with their flirting. Both are off work for a long wknd. One of the guys asked OW what she thought she was doing, and didn't mince words - said it's wrong of her to hang out so much with a married guy. Her response was "I'm confused". Think there's definitely something going on - either EA or PA.

I know in my head that I need to stay positive and focus on myself - period. Not what they are doing, not what is going to happen financially if H doens't take care of his portion of the bills starting tmrw, and not what he's doing with OW for 5 days...

But I'm sad. And I'm finding it hard to be patient and faithful tonight. Hopefully better tmrw.

Am going to take tennis lessons and sign up for a 5k run. Trying to stay busy but although I knew there was probably an A going on, it's hitting me hard tonight.