Just got a call from the wife. She made a lot of small talk and I think is trying to feel me out. Asked me if I want to go work out tomorrow. Ok, not a fantastic date but hey, it's better than a sharp stick in the eye. She asked about the possibility of me staying here if I made rank this time. I said I didn't know and she basically alluded to the fact that she knew she was going to have to make a decision really quickly if were going to reconcile. I think she is trying to open up to me as she told about where and who she went to lunch with today. She asked me about a show on tv and said I can let you go if you want to watch it. I said, that's ok, to be honest tv's not that important to me, I've only watched about 5 hours of tv since I've been home. She apologized. I said, well it's just not that important to me anymore. Oh, I hope she is leaning toward coming home. She acts like she is testing the water right now. She did mention that she really needed this break. OH PLEASE, I HOPE SHE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING SO BAD THAT I CANNOT FORGIVE. I really miss her and want this to work out. We'll see, I refuse to get excited. I'm not going to do that to myself again. Hope everyone is doing ok tonight!

Last edited by AFWAW; 04/09/09 01:37 AM.

M-41
ex-W-40
Together--17 years
SS-20
D-14
Bomb--2 Feb 09
WAW--6 Feb 09
Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!!
ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!!
Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!