LBS need help and support #2

[FitChik]

What are you doing to take care of yourself and GAL? What has improved your sitch and what has made it worse? Just thinking through the basics again....

Somehow you have to find a way to confront your fear. The deer in the headlights feeling is an awful feeling to have (I had it also). It keeps you from healing & moving forward.

For me, I was in the process of changing my name to my H's last name.... but when the D bomb was dropped, I stopped changing my name. So I had half old last name and half new! :-) But I finally got the courage to face my fear of the D and I proceeded forward with changing my name to my H's name. Now - that doesn't mean things still may not work out and I might have to change it all over again.... but I made the decision to step out of limbo, confront my fear, and made some bold decisions. I felt much more at ease after I got over my fear of a D.

I understand how disappointed you feel. But like PMA baby said, you're doing all you can. Continue to give it all to God and you will be rewarded. It may not be the reward you want or expect but you will be greatly blessed. God knows what He's doing and everything will work out in His own timing. It's so hard when we don't know how & when things will turn out.... we just have to trust.