Holding onto Hope

[In Limbo]

Thanks for responding to my post. I am trying really hard to put into practice some of the principles I'm reading about but man is it hard. What makes it the most difficult I think is that he is so unsure about what he wants and the ILYs and miss you's keep me confused too. He's also home on weekends and we still ML, which seems to just confuse things even more. I'm sos hypersensitive to every little thing trying to figure out if it's a good sign or a bad sign or what. How do you get out of that mode?
Over the years I've lost so much of myself that I'm not even sure where to start with GAL. But I'm reaching out to old friends, going out for lunches, looking into classes I could take, losing weight and taking care with my appearance. Good start, I think. If I could just stop the crying bouts. Guess that will just take time. Thanks again for posting. It's good just to know someone is out there that doesn't judge and in some way gets what I'm going through.