Yeah... he was doing his people pleasing obligation sh*t..but I really 'get him' like he said. He seemed like he did want to take me, but was undecided.. I let him off the hook and he was still umming and ahhing, so I said, well, why dont you thkn about it then? So he said he would call me tommorow. He said that several times, in a "of course I will speak to you tommorow, obviously" way and I'm thinking.. really !??? Well, thats a new one ! (or an old one.. as much of the convo was EXACTLY like it was last July.. pre-Helen and NOT like its been other times he has called me since seeing her in August).
I'm beginning to think he is crazy. Or at least no further forward. But something has shifted as he is clearly gearing up to ending it with her. Oh and I spoke too soon about Cher and G, they are on the rocks. Sigh.
I wonder if my letter will arrive tommorow from the Piscean? Its a full moon.
