i am a devoted and loving father to my kids they both love me dearly, they are my world. my wife was also included in this world but slowly but surley im begining to see the light, i too thought being really nice and loving and caring would win her heart but looking back now i see the more i give the more she wants. trouble is im deeply in love with her and it will kill me not taking care of her needs. i know it has to be done and it will make me a better person and give me self worth, at the moment i feel low and rejected and alone and it feels awful. i sure dont want to feel like this forever.
