Also, if she didn't want me she wouldn't have come back, right? I mean, she had already signed the paperwork and put money down on her own place. Everything was a go, so why would she just come back to keep up some clandestine affair? It just doesn't make sense. At the root of this, am I not trusting God? He answered my prayers, and He wouldn't do that just to turn around and allow this to happen, so why can't I just let go and let God?
