Quote: What if it all goes horribly wrong? What if your astrologer’s optimism proves misplaced? What if the voice of doom and gloom turns out to be right and real? After all, bad things do happen in this world from time to time, don’t they? Pessimism is a bit like quicksand. You take one step too many in that direction and you end up getting sucked in so fast, you just can’t get out! Negativity is a bit like a single cell amoeba. It hardly needs any help at all to breed like billy-oh. I have already told you that everything is going to be fine. I suggest you believe me.
kewkitti,
as far as getting out??? well I can go out with the kids...there are some moms I know in town that I can meet up with too..but they tend to get busy droping kids off at this class or that class or food shopping or cleaning the floor etc. I did start a book club during the seperation last summer...took a bit of time off from it with my emt class. I may go down (I live about 40 miles north of the area I grew up in) and visit some friends tonight...thing is when I don't also have some interaction with h I start to feel resentful. Sure I can make plans with friends or go scrapbooking or all the other grand things that women do to keep busy, but if that is what my life becomes with h still not making a night for me then what's the point really?
