Kissak...as I see it you keep asking yourself if you can trust him again...you need to ANSWER that question...like I said, what is EVER today may not be later...but it lets you move forward...and put your energy into yourself and your family...you can't keep giving your energy to H...he takes and takes...a quick way to ruin FOREVER is to empty the tank now...
I am serious...I have followed your sitch on and off since you arrived...I believe it is time for you to answer THE question...right now, today, can you EVER trust H again?
If the answer is no, then you need to let it all go...me, I would file the divorce and 180 his butt...he will spin and may even go out of control for a while but it won't be YOUR problem...take back your life...you have given and given...before your empty with nothing to rebuild with later...end it...move on with your life...and let H figure his out...
