Thanks Mish!! Thats really kind of you... I have been told I am witty, via the medium of writing! I'm a right chatterbox with people I know, and that includes cyber typing friends, aka, you !!

Well.. had a hard afternoon.. he called me (the current Leo ex, lol) and sounded terrible.. hour and twenty.. as usual hey! And he brushed over Friday night, so is clearly embarressed, said he was "hammered".. and reluctantly offered me a lift home Friday, said he 'cant let me get the train as he is going up the same day'.. or something, so I said.. well, thanks for offering me a lift, thats nice of you, but perhaps you'd like to drive yourself up and have a little space and a relaxing drive? He sounded relieved and said, he did want space to think, that he wanted "some thinking time"...

the rest of the convo he sounded very down, was VERY negative, moaney and has been off sick the past few days. He made it sound like he has been 'alone' and no reference to her, saying stuff like he had been watching sport, or in bed early, or just ate beans on toast for 2 days (so she hadnt cooked for him clearly).

He complained about ALL his friends about how hurt he is that noone calls him, that someone texted and he texted back saying yes ok, lets have a chat and they never called and how he hadnt seen his BMF for 4 months.. and the whole thing I am thinking, you have the AUDACITY to be moaning to ME about all of this and tell me how hurt and ignored yuou feel? And despote the whole convo being about HIM, he also said (a usual complaint of his) that when he does talk to people, they are pretty self involved and just talk about themselves the whole time and dont even really ask him anything about himself or his life...

..and he didnt ask me anything about me, my life or what I had been up to.

So.. I was right. He is doing again what he did to me in Sept 07.. he is going back to our hometown, alone, to think.. to make his decision to end it, probably to see if he misses her or not.

Also.. he said he needs me to sign a new joint tenancy on his house and so we do have to meet, but he pointed out, "its just a signature, its not that eroneous...it shouldnt take long", so he doesnt want to meet for a drink, just a cup of tea. This might be on Sunday as he is going to Wales overnight Saturday to see one of his many, BMF.

Sunday is when Venus retrogrades back into Pisces and I am supposed to see how much I mean to someone afterall.

Saturday.. I am going to go see the Piscean. I need someone to be there for ME for a change.