my browser is playing games with me so bringing over the posts from sage, jethro and shiny from the locked thread to here aren't doable right now.
wanted to note today...
today I was just feeling crappy about my sit.... dd handed me the phone at 8am and said "hi daddy" (she's 2) so I dialed the # to let her say "hi daddy", then son (4) spoke to daddy...then of course I said hello to daddy, (I very rarely if at all call him) he had to get back to whatever he was doing and said he'd be in touch... it was a rainy crappy day and I'll admit I wondered what he was doing. He had an appointment sched for 6pm...
it got to be 4 and I still hadn't heard from him...the kids were restless and I was annoyed so I packed them up and decided to go to the book store and pick up the book for this months book club...then to toysrus for a new booster seat for dd, then thought maybe I'll take the kids out to dinner. My cell phone never rang. It was 6:30 by the time I got home. There were 4 messages from h wondering where we were...(why doesn't he just call my damn cell phone?) though someone did call shortly after six...a private number....no one was there???
h arrived home at about 7:30..dd was already in bed and son soon to go as he has his first official day of pre-school in the am. h was hungry (ok that's a good sign, can put thoughts that he was going out to dinner with ow out of my mind) so I made him an eggplant parm sub, wich sat on the counter while he looked up either the weather or football stuff. I then took son to shower and off to bed. H came up to read a story but I had already started. H asked me if I wanted to watch football....sorry folks I declined and read my book instead...he'll have to come up with a better crumb than wanna watch some football. h is now asleep on the couch. he has fallen asleep on the couch a lot lately....just shades of the past.
things bothering me.... h's waivering...inconsistancy. h falling asleep on the couch with seeming regularity. ow is still a customer. ow's house is no longer on ismh.com and it never showed up as sold nor does it show up any place else. I was left under the impression that she was only going to stay a customer til the house sold...if the house is not selling should she not be dropped...even if it means the two other houses on the street go too?
