I have a lot of anger building up. We are back to the secretive, cold shoulder distant crap. And if I weren't trying to change my attitude so much a lot of nasty hurtful things would be coming out of my mouth to him. This rollercoaster is not fun at all. I'm getting resentful at the fact that I'm working so hard to fix something that may not be fixable.
M:28 H:30 DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10 T-14 | M-8
10/08- Bomb 4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program 3/10- WH moved out. 7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug