@Sara -- I'm certain it can be fixed. Okay, that's a lie. I "believe" it can be fixed, I'd like to be certain it can be fixed, I'm certainly interested in (and desirous of) fixing it.

That being said, the marathon analogy is an apt one. Today was a bad day. I'm just so p.o.'d at this. At myself, yes, but today (and indeed, I think, for the first time since D-bomb) most definitely at her.

We had to attend D6's performance this evening. Tense, to say the least. If body language made sound, hers would have been shouting -- she was nearly in the lap of the person to her left to create as much space between her person and me on the right.

Expectations for Thursday? I expect that there won't be a ritual murder-suicide. I expect that we'll both survive the event. I expect there will be tension. Now, apparently, I expect rain, which sucks.

Beyond that? Nah.